I am in this conflict.
On one hand I feel superior.
On the other hand I feel inferior.
My dad used to comment:
“Why on earth do you always look down on people while you have achieved nothing? Are you sick?”
I don’t really know. That feeling sticks. The feeling that nothing matters or nobody matters. That I am better than everyone though the moment I socialize, I know it is not true. Swinging from one extreme to another.
How can I delete my ego and still find the motivation for personal growth?
Anyway, thank you so much Quora and the brilliant minds behind the site. For making accessing expert minds that easily ^^
Feels like having a time machine where teleporting is possible, and I can be invisbible, listening to conversations of great minds.